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...and expecting different results.
Yes. I signed up for the![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
spn_j2_bigbang .
I swore I wasn't going to do another big bang. I made![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
neros_violin promise me she'd remind me that I swore.
And then I signed up.
See, the thing is, I have a love/hate/love/hate relationship with deadlines/challenges. I'm an over achiever in some ways and an avid rule follower. So the deadline is like.... a guarantee that I'll finish. because I made a commitment and I don't want to let myself down.
But at the same time, I HATE being married to the deadline. Watching the deadline loom over me. With its judgy mcjudgypants stare.
The deadline and I.
We're like.... frenemies. I need it. I hate it.
Le Sigh.
And then I'll prolly sign up fordeancasbigbang when it opens again otherwise I fear superhero!Cas fic will never get done.
Yes. I signed up for the
spn_j2_bigbang .I swore I wasn't going to do another big bang. I made
neros_violin promise me she'd remind me that I swore. And then I signed up.
See, the thing is, I have a love/hate/love/hate relationship with deadlines/challenges. I'm an over achiever in some ways and an avid rule follower. So the deadline is like.... a guarantee that I'll finish. because I made a commitment and I don't want to let myself down.
But at the same time, I HATE being married to the deadline. Watching the deadline loom over me. With its judgy mcjudgypants stare.
The deadline and I.
We're like.... frenemies. I need it. I hate it.
Le Sigh.
And then I'll prolly sign up for
deancasbigbang when it opens again otherwise I fear superhero!Cas fic will never get done.