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I guess I only have 60 days to start and finish my [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang .

Le sigh.

I would have started it sooner, honest! but then I figured that my [livejournal.com profile] dc_everafter  fic needed to be finished before I started it.

and I may have been distracted by my own J2/spn plot bunny. but that's been posted and it's out of my brain now.

Last year I started my BB around mid march and I got it done, although by the end of April, I was SO OVER the story.  But I think that's just my MO.

In November, I cranked out 46,000 words in one month and instead of discouraging me from the task by how wrung out I felt, it only makes me procrastinate more!

Ah, procrastination.

It's not like I don't know what I'm going to write about. I have my vague plot. I even have my summary!

I just need to sit down and see how it all shakes out!
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sooooo.....

Am signed up for the [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang and am leaning heavily toward a gen casefic that features an Alternate S6 and greek mythology. My dad was Greek and I've always had an interest in the mythology. Even though I've an applied mathematics degree and I love love love calculus [no really, it's true] I think my favorite classes in university were my classical mythology ones. I had FANTASTIC prof for two of three of them and he knew every myth EVER and you could be like "Um, there was this one? With an apple? and a ram? and some kind of rain?" and he would nod and be like "Yes yes, of course, the myth of blahdeeblah and so and so and how they over come the monster of such and such" AND HE WAS ALWAYS RIGHT!

Have also signed up for the [livejournal.com profile] spn_gen_bigbang and I'd really like my plot to use deaf!Dean. Actually, the plot I started tinkering with for the [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang was originally going to feature deaf!Dean but then it shifted and it wouldn't really work anymore. So deaf!Dean needs a new plot. I've sort of got an... inkling of where this one might go. not sure if it will stay deaf!dean, but I hope it will. Must read up on American Sign Language. Or write a really good disclaimer about not knowing fuck all! This will be a case!fic as well.

Side note regarding a J2 story that I will likely NEVER WRITE - cut because it contains S6 spoilers.
The J2/SPN crossover-fusion set in an insane asylum plot! )

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...and expecting different results.

Yes. I signed up for the [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang .

I swore I wasn't going to do another big bang. I made [livejournal.com profile] neros_violin promise me she'd remind me that I swore.

And then I signed up.

See, the thing is, I have a love/hate/love/hate relationship with deadlines/challenges. I'm an over achiever in some ways and an avid rule follower. So the deadline is like.... a guarantee that I'll finish. because I made a commitment and I don't want to let myself down.
But at the same time, I HATE being married to the deadline. Watching the deadline loom over me. With its judgy mcjudgypants stare.

The deadline and I.

We're like.... frenemies. I need it. I hate it.

Le Sigh.

And then I'll prolly sign up for [livejournal.com profile] deancasbigbang when it opens again otherwise I fear superhero!Cas fic will never get done.

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